Don’t even try to look like you’re “helping” anymore.

i woke up almost immediately aggravated with amanda's efforts to "help" me- the biggest reason i assume is because she always assumes that tbi= stupid, mentally injured. I'VE TAKEN SEVERAL college courses NOT in beauty school just learning how to do hair either. she also more than likely assumes that i have the same mindset as crystal, who is also my age and i went to school with her. thing is- crystal was privileged enough to get married and have kids, buy a house, DRIVE HER OWN CAR, and live life WHERE she WANTS (NOT because it's more convenient for her family). did she tell you that her sister hate messaged me on facebook, talking about how she "busted her ass off working to get where she's at today and she was sick of seeing pepple like me that take advantage of the system and get everything handed to them? POIBT IS: I DO NOT have the same mindset as them. I TRY TO WORK BUT NO ONE WILL GIVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO. i've been registered with SEVERAL employment sites and i've had a job coach ever since i can remember. PEOPLE WON'T ALLOW ME TO PROGRESS OR BE TRULY ABLE FOR THEIR OWN CONVENIENCE BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT ME. NOTHING I'VE EVER DONE ADDS UP TO ANYTHING BECAUSE IT'S EASIER FOR EVERYONE TO THINK OF ME AS A DISABLED BUM. i don't know how much more of this shit i can take.